Reese Jaclyn Goslee

Reese Jaclyn Goslee
Blue Eyed Beauty

Monday, October 20, 2008

7 months ago Today

Baby Girl.... it has been 7 months since you left mommy, daddy, Madelyn and Noah. Guess what? It hasn't gotten any easier. Everyday I wake up to find you gone and I have to ask myself why? Why did this happen to us? Mommy and Daddy love you and your brother and sister so much!!! There are no kids that are loved as much as you three. Not just from mommy and daddy, but from everyone, everyone that knows you guys. Yet they are people out there that can't keep their children or who abuse them, things that no child should have to go through and they live long lives. I just can't make sense of any of this. It's just not FAIR!
Your 1st birthday is in 19 days and I have no idea how we are going to get through it. Daddy has had your birthday marked on the calendar since January. We were supposed to celebrate it with you. Your party would have been so big, so many people would have came to see you blow out the # 1 on your cake. Your crooked smile would have been bigger then ever!
Mommy would prefer to crawl into a hole for the next 2 and a half months, then to have to face all these holidays without you. Maddy Jo, Noah and Daddy are going to have to pull me through.
I love you so much Reese and I miss you even more! Give Mommy a little sign that you are here with us!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

You're 11 months old today!


“Too Precious To Stay”

With your big crooked smile and stunning baby blues, we are often left to wonder, why this happened to you. You entered this world so quickly but left way too soon and now on each ‘angelversary’ we’ll send you a balloon. You’ll always be our Reesie Cup and in our hearts and minds forever, but we still wake up from this nightmare saying “no…not us…never”.

You’re a perfect baby daughter and beloved little sis, and now we never go to bed before giving your favorite stuffed pig a kiss. We started a foundation and will end this thing called SIDS and try to find some comfort envisioning you up there playing with other little kids. Every day is a challenge and we’ll always shed a tear, but one day we’ll be able to tell new parents that they’ll have nothing to fear.

Sleep tight our blue eyed angel and keep spreading those big wings, ever since that dreadful day in March we know you’ve been doing many special things, Please keep smiling as you watch over us and give us signs that you’re okay; we just know he had to take you back for you were “Too Precious To Stay”.

We love and miss you so much Reesie Cup!
--Love, Mommy & Daddy--