Well baby girl. You are 9 months old today. 9 months old and not in my arms. You haven't been in my arms for a 142 days. It have been the most horrible 142 days of my life. I never knew I could feel this empty and sad. We didn't deserve to feel this way or deserve to go through a tragedy this great.
Mommy, Daddy, Maddy and Noah just got home from the beach. We went to North Wildwood for a week. It was very very hard to be there without you. Everywhere I looked I saw babies and all I could think of was you. I wondered constantly how old they were, I just wanted to know if they were near your age. I just came thinking about how big you would be or how much hair you would have. Your smile and those eyes, those beautiful blue eyes. You would have been the most beautiful baby on the whole beach, in all of Jersey. I still have all your beach stuff hanging in you closet. Your cute little tankini, your terrycloth jacket, and your sunhats. This is just not fair!!! I could just SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why, why were you taken from us. I just want you to come back to us so bad!! I just want to wake from this horrible nightmare.
I miss you and I love you so much Reese. I'll be back later babygirl. Love, Mommy
2 comments:
Kelly & Matt, Just wanted you to know that I keep Reese and her whole family in my prayers everyday.This site is so beautiful & a great tribute to that precious baby girl! I keep her picture on my bulletin board & see it everyday. Thank you for sending that to me. I treasure it. And you are right! She is so beautiful with those baby blue eyes. I know how much you love Reese & it shows in all of her pictures and your entries. She knows how much you love her. And she loves all of you right back. I didn't comment at first, because I was trying to figure the right thing to say, However, I know there is no right thing, so I wanted to reach out to you in support & love.
Love, Lauren
Matt and Kell,
It has also taken me a while to comment. This is such a beautiful tribute to your beautiful little angel. I know it couldn't have been easy to do. Reese was, and still is, SO loved. She will never be forgotten. She touched the hearts of everyone who knew her with that crooked little smile and gorgeous blue eyes. And now, through your efforts, she will be able to touch the lives of other babies and families by helping to prevent other tragedies from happening. I know she is up there in heaven smiling down on you all.
I love you guys. You too, Reesie!
Love, Shan
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